padded white cell. we sit in a circle, indian style. we wear starched white clothing. A soothing voice comes over the loud speaker and says, "share your feelings, share your ideas, express, express. it is here where the limitations of the outside are no more and you are protected. there is love here, just let yourself be." an orderly wipes a bit of spittle from your cheek, but the room is warm and the sun comes in yellow and crisp. it touches your hair.